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Uncertainity

I will be a graduate in less than a month

In a previous post, I had once referred to person who I really liked. Honestly, the only one I liked. He’s graduating. And, I’m a year away from graduating. I feel uncertain of how this year is going by. What will he be doing and what am I going to do? Where will he be studying next? Will I be attracted to someone like that again? I’m not very comfortable talking about something of this sort, hence, I will blog about it. 

Also, my life has taken many unexpected turns. I might be travelling to Singapore in two months, if I’m lucky and able to find sponsors. My life and time is sprinting right before my eyes, and, the bigger problem in all of this is that I can’t focus on what I’m supposed to be studying.

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"Some people walk into our lives, and leave footprints on our heart. We are never the same again."

- Anonymous

Mad Girl’s Love Song

I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead;
I lift my lids and all is born again.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

The stars go waltzing out in blue and red,
And arbitrary blackness gallops in:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

I dreamed that you bewitched me into bed
And sung me moon-struck, kissed me quite insane.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

God topples from the sky, hell’s fires fade:
Exit seraphim and Satan’s men:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

I fancied you’d return the way you said,
But I grow old and I forget your name.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

I should have loved a thunderbird instead;
At least when spring comes they roar back again.
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

- Sylvia Plath

Reading any book by Maggie Stiefvater…

president-cellphone:

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"

Mankind on a little globe
Sleeps, awakes and works
Wishing at times to be friends with Mars.

Martians on a little globe
Are probably doing something; I don’t know what
(Maybe sleep-sleeping, wear-wearing, or fret-fretting)
While wishing at times to be friends with Earth
This is a fact I’m sure of.

This thing called universal gravitation
Is the power of loneliness pulling together.

The universe is distorted
So all join in desire.

The universe goes on expanding
So all feel uneasy.

At the loneliness of twenty billion light years
Without thinking, I sneezed.

"

- Shuntaro Tanikawa